I Could've Been letra

You never wanted to see me leave this. I never wanted to stick around
And there's a rainstorm in my head that I just can't outrun right now
I'm faking smiles and stomach aches so I can get away
Sometimes I think that I'm the only one who feels this way

The only things holding me back are my own thoughts in my head
And I can't understand why I can't just move on and get passed them
It's probably my own fault, and who's to say I can't fix it?
But maybe sometimes life just gets in the way

I thought that with a change of pace
That I could get the hang of this
You're just another something
That I can't seem to erase
I thought that with a change of pace
That things would start to feel okay again
I guess I'm never gonna learn
I guess I'm never gonna learn

I tried to make it to the ending of a book I never read
I'm relapsing to my old self trying to skip all these steps
I'm faking smiles and stomach aches when I start to feel trapped (it's hard to breathe)
I never thought that I would lie to the ones who stay close to me

I thought that with a change of pace
That I could get the hang of this
You're just another something
That I can't seem to erase
I thought that with a change of pace
That things would start to feel okay again
I guess I'm never gonna learn
I guess I'm never gonna learn

Could you tell I wasn't honest?
I could've been, I could've been
I couldn't be all that you wanted
Could you tell I wasn't honest?
I could've been, I could've been
I couldn't be all that you wanted

In Her Own Words - Letras

• Alone With You
• Brand New Me
• Delicate
• Disaster Case
• Dream Sleep Repeat
• Everyone I Used To Trust
• February Weather
• Headed For Splitsville
• Hum
• I Could've Been
• I Was Honest, You Were Lying
• Losing Sleep
• No Suits, Just Shants
• Out Of Focus
• Rayman Always Wears
• Reverie
• Right Now
• Rosé By The Ocean
• Serotonin
• Silver Lights
• Sleep It Off
• Steady Glow
• Strangers
• Timeless
• We Fight!
• What Does Your Fortune Cookie Say?
• Wonder